February 2012
17 posts
27/02/2012
21:40: spent the early hours of the morning on omegle, as you do. i think i might be one of the few people who actually use it to talk to someone. i found one canadian guy who as playing guitar, so i asked him to play the smiths and he actually knew them and played “please, please, please let me get what i want” and “unlovable”. i was going to play along but my microphone...
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21/02/2012-26/02/2012
19:50: completely forgot to keep up with this for the last six days. well, the last six days have been completely uneventful and have consisted of sleeping all day, eating, developing crushes on people that live on the other side of the world (lol), dying my hair grey, about 4 dt’s at school, messing around on photobooth and getting my stepmum to order me new shoes and a new bag....
20/02/2012
16:56: my mum had an unnecessary shout fit at me this morning because she wanted to set off (i was getting a lift to school off her) and i was brushing my teeth. when we got in the car, two minutes later, she continued to shout at me and tell me that i was going to be unemployable and that i would fail all my gcse’s because i held her up for two minutes. cool. i found £2 on the floor in...
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19/02/2012
22:45: argued with a girl about something pathetic late into the night.. didn’t get to bed until at least 3 in the morning. started texting the only boy i’ve ever really liked again last night. “you thought you were my first love well you’re wrong, you were the only one who’s come and gone” springs to mind, so fucking tacky and cliche on my part. oh well.. went...
18/02/2012
22:55: went into manchester today with two friends. got the tram to stretford, and at the station they had ticket guards for the first time ever. of course, i didn’t have a ticket because there’s no point in buying one because there are never ticket guards. i got a fine of £100, but £50 if i pay it within two weeks. thank god i have a loving step-mum. also at the station, a man decided...
18/02/2012
03:24: once again, sleeping is impossible. in the early hours of this morning i have made pancakes, played with my cat and danced around the house to bright eyes as i am home alone. it would have been nice of my mum to tell me that she wasn’t planning on coming home.
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17/02/2012
23:57: had a boring friday night in at at friends house. as per, i had to ask if i could go round instead of being invited. all the time i was there i felt like she didn’t want me there, and everytime i went out of the room i felt as though i was being bitched about. paranoid? oh god. felt so insecure about what i was wearing and couldn’t wait to leave and get the bus home. on the bus...
17/02/2012
01:54: it has just dawned on me that the only people that want to see me are the ones that i desperately don’t want to see. has it ever dawned on them that if i don’t reply to their messages, then i don’t want to see them? why must the ones that i want to see, never want to see me? it’s like its a ludacris idea that i should ever be invited out.
17/02/2012
01:35: i would much prefer to sit here, smoking cigarettes and listening to the streets than sleep. i feel frustrated about my non-existent love life and also about my image. why did i decide to bleach my hair white? desperately want to dye it back brown. contemplating reading “as i lay dying” as it might bring me some mental relaxation. oh well, i’m too lazy. can not bring...
14/02/2012-16/02/2012
14/02/2012: valentines day, spent the day travelling to my dad’s house. had to pay £8.50 for the train, rip off. i was suppose to be seeing a friend in manchester during the day, but she cancelled on me. i don’t think i’ve ever had a valentine, woe is me. on the plus side i got a new adidas jacket from vintage for £12.
15/02/2012: spent around an hour trying to convince a friend...